Murder, Cosmic Slap & AHA Moment
Weekly Letter, December 20, 2024
What a week friends!
I already mentioned something at the end of last week's letter but little I knew where the story was going to end up 😪
I always say to take the positive out of whatever is thrown at you because there is always something.
But when you have a toothache and some-flower-power-body tells you to remain positive...well, your inner Satan awakes!👺
I never had to go to the dentist in my life for any problem.
No decay whatsoever.
Don't worry, I won't tell you the story here (boring!) I’ll do it while wrapping presents naked in my kitchen only for Patrons
(just saying👀).
Thing is... yes, there was a positive for this and that is a realisation or AHA moment.
An awareness of how I have been neglecting myself really badly, not only physically but emotionally and mentally😕
I can confidently say: I have murdered my own tooth 🔪
No-one to blame.
I am a terrorist with myself.
🚨{Don't wanna go into that event in the main media currently about that hot Italian guy who's murdered somebody BUT, you need to know one thing about it.
Looking at the sky and the energies available, a few points:
- He won't be the last one
- The elites are frightened because they see what's coming.
- He's not crazy or a terrorist.
What he has done is a crime and is NOT OK, of bloody course, but...just leave the but there...
Hint: do you know what happened in the French Revolution?}🚨
Where was I…?
The Cosmic Slap
Oh so yes, I have receive a proper cosmic slap which happens when the Universe needs to stop you before you screw up for good and with no way back.
I am paying the consequences of my ... errrr ... (say it, Rose!😖)... my tiny bit of...arrogance thinking I "know-it-all" and therefore I don't need help.
You know?
I watched a series a while back (100% recommend it) "Couples Therapy" where a therapist in New York sees different couples.
I loved it (and binge watched) because I love human behaviour so much! (and I am also a bit nosy)
Well, that therapist had a therapist!!
Therapist have therapists.
Did you know that?!
I didn't.
Anyway, I talk more about all this life stuff in my videos for members in case you are as busybody as I am.
Moral of the story.
I have now contacted a therapist because I need one🤕
And how have I got to this conclusion?
Started early November with a catastrophe in my hometown, then a visit to my beloved toxic family, then a rat the size of my head in my new house and lastly (because is the last one, right God? Right??) the cherry on the cake, now my favorite tooth is dead🥹
You might be thinking:
And how the F is that related? This woman is definitely high.
I am not high but damn! I'd love to.
I'll discuss more of that “neglecting oneself” in my yada-yada channel.
But, to sum it up, I had an AHA moment:
- You're out of balance ladybird 🐞
(and you’re old ffs 👵🏻)
So this week has gone to the toilet in terms of "making content" as I have just done nothing but suffering, moaning, crying and feeling tiny like a new-born ant🐜
It has been horrendous.
Luckily, I am now under control with the infection and pain free temporarily until I have the required job done next month.
Wanna know another positive?
With the Jolly Polly Xmas coming I’ll have to eat in slow motion 😫and preferably soft foods 🫠
I realise this is the last letter before “totally made-up to create uncontrolled consumption” Santa🎅🏾but guess what?
It is not.
Since I do whatever I want I'll send a Special on Xmas Eve and I promise a surprise🎁
For today, this has been the chronicles of a moany middle-aged woman
(for the love of Zeus, I’ll be 51 next month!!) .
I am meaning to make today a Very Special Try On (that I planned 2 years ago and I am not kidding) but since it is not done yet, cannot share the link.
Love and may the force be with you this next few days,
Rose 🌹